November 5, 2011
Letting go
It’s coming to the 2 year mark when my life changed.
Yesterday I went in to work not feeling too good, ended up going to the clinic to find out my temperature was 100 and I was diagnosed with virus in the stomach(otherwords, food poisoning).
At the same time, my colleague got news that her younger brother had passed away in an accident.
On her FB wall, you see her friends/relatives telling her it’s alright, God loved him more, that’s why he is with God now.
Honestly, I still think that is all a bucket load of shitload.
My sisters have decided to place my dad in an old folks home. In a way I knew this day would come some day. Just didn’t know when.
He doesn’t remember who any of us are anymore. He does call my niece ‘girl’, which doesn’t indicate to us who is she to him.
So here I am, feeling sick. And at the same time wondering about life.
